School of Visual Arts BFA Photography 2016
Basically a hot mess...
If you can't handle me at my worst, then you certainly don't deserve me at my best.
im not trying to be melodramatic, im trying to be real and reach out for help, because its not good when you start to envision who would come to your funeral if you werent around tomorrow….
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so as late as the end of April, SVA was saying that they were going to give me $21,000 in financial aid which was AWESOME. now, they have changed it to just a $5,000 loan….
also I havent won any of my outside scholarships so fuck them
are you fucking kidding me SVA? getting accepted and going there in the fall was a dream come true for me and I really thought the financial aid wouldve helped me achieve my dreams. but no, once again, things dont work out. so because of this, and being too late to accept admissions any where else all i have left to choose from is a gap year to work my ass off for money i dont have while all my friends go off to college.
fuck you for getting my hopes up. everytime something starts to go good, that gray cloud comes back and makes me realize that my life can never be easy or the way i planned.
i give up. if I’m just going to be knocked down everytime, its not even worth trying. im done, fuck this shitty life
ive met so many people this year through the sva group regardless if they are still going there or not and i feel like they are my long lost best friends. some of them i’ve hung out with like 4 times, and some i havent even met. im so excited though for these people to be in my life, its strange and kinda sad that i hadn’t met them sooner
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